I really do not know what ‘impresses’
me the most in this story: the role of St Paisios or that of the Guardian
Angel. May the Lord have mercy on our souls and may we never give such a hard
time to our Guardian Angels!
A soul in Hell
The Elder related: ”I knew an old
woman who was very stingy. Her daughter was very good, and whatever she wanted
to give as alms she would throw out the window so she could leave the house
with empty hands, because her mother would always check to see if she was
taking anything. But if she told her mother that ‘the monk’ [that is me] had
asked for something, then her mother would be willing to give it up. ”After her
death, I saw a young man [her guardian angel], and he said to me,
‘Come-so-and-so wants you.’ I couldn’t understand what happened to me, but we
were standing in front of a grave in Konitsa. He moved his hand, like this, and
the grave opened. Inside, I saw a grimy mess and the old woman, who had started
to decay. She was calling out, ‘Monk, save me.’ ”My heart went out to her.
Feeling sorry for her, I climbed down inside and without being repulsed I
embraced her and asked, ‘What’s wrong?’ ”She said, ‘Tell me, didn’t I always
give you anything you asked, willingly?’ ”Yes,’ I said, ‘that’s true.’ ”All
right,’ said the young man, soothing her. He moved his hand like this again and
closed the grave like a curtain, and I was back in my cell. ”The sisters from
Souroti asked me, ‘What happened to you on the feast day of Saint Andrew?’ I
answered, ‘Pray for so-and-so’s soul.’ Two months later, I saw her again. High
above an abyss, there was a plateau with places, a lot of houses, and many
people. The old woman was up there. She was very happy with the face of a small
child that had just a tiny spot that her angel was also scrubbing to clean off.
In the abyss, in the distance, I saw people being beaten and harassed, and
trying to climb up. ”I embraced her out of joy. I took her aside a little, so
the people in the abyss wouldn’t see us and be hurt. She said to me, come on,
let me show you the place where the Lord has put me.’ ”
From the book, Elder Paisios of Mount
Athos by Hieromonk Isaac
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