Elder
Ephraim’s story
Once
there lived an ascetic monk (the elder did not say this story was about
himself, but monks often speak about themselves in the third person). And once
this ascetic, having many spiritual children, knocked for the Lord. The Lord
opened to door for him, and the monk said:
“My
Christ, I labor here with all my strength, I pray—can I ask of You one thing?”
“Ask,”
answered the Lord.
“I
have spiritual children, people with whom I’m connected. In the past, to enter
the Heavenly Kingdom you had to score ten points. Ten out of ten. You had to
labor quite hard. But times are so hard now that there’s no one around who can
labor this way, to get ten out of ten… Can You make it so that those who get
eight points would also be able to enter the Heavenly Kingdom?”
“Very
well, for your sake, for the sake of your love for Me, so be it.”
The
ascetic continued to pray and again knocked at the Lord:
“My
Christ, can I ask you another favor?”
“Ask,”
the Lord answered again.
“You
know, My Christ, even eight points is very hard to get. But people try. They
try to obey, to pray. And what if only a few of them can score eight points?
Make it, please, that those who get six points would also be able to enter the
Heavenly Kingdom. After all, it would be a shame if a man tried all his life…
But they’re so weak now… There are so many temptations in this world now and
spiritual life is so low… Those who score six points—take them to Yourself as
well!”
“Very
well,” the Lord answered. “For the sake of your podvigs and love for Me, so be
it.”
After
a while the ascetic knocked a third time:
“Lord,
and if they only score a four? Please, My Christ, I will labor for them, will
keep vigil and labor even to the point of blood! Please, allow them also to see
the Heavenly Kingdom!
“So
be it,” uttered the Lord.
The
monk looked around at the people, looked at all his spiritual children,
thought, and again meekly approached the door. But when he was about to knock
again, the Lord Himself opened the door and said to the ascetic:
“You
know, all the same, they themselves have to try and make some effort!
Olga Rozhneva
Translated by Jesse Dominick
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