A SAINT IN A BEERHOUSE
New reminiscences of Venerable Elder
Gabriel (Urgebadze)
Constantine Tsertsvadze
February 22 was the seventh
anniversary of the uncovering of the relics of the Venerable Confessor
Archimandrite Gabriel (Urgebadze), a “fool-for-Christ”. We offer our readers
some little known stories from the life of “Mama Gabrieli”.
Why did he use foul language?
Archpriest Archil Mindiashvili:
Once in the early morning Elder
Gabriel, accompanied by several parishioners, came to the Church of Sts. Peter
and Paul in Tbilisi, where I served as rector. At that moment I was hearing
confessions. “Fr. Archil, will you receive guests?” Fr. Gabriel addressed me
warmly. “Every guest is a gift from God,” I replied and called the dean to lay
the table in the refectory. The table was laid, and we began to eat.
Elder Gabriel looked as if he was
very drunk and sometimes even spoke thickly. At some point he addressed a woman
with indecent, we might even say obscene, words. Those words were so shocking
that I stood up and said to the elder angrily:
“Father Gabriel, this is no longer
holy foolishness, but foul language.”—“Oh yes, Father Archil, forgive me,”
replied the elder, while continuing to speak to the woman using bad language.
I was at a loss. Some time passed,
and I learned that the very woman to whom Elder Gabriel had spoken with obscene
words had burst naked into the cell of a monk to seduce him. And only then did
I understand why those words had been said—the elder as a “fool-for-Christ”
exposed the impurity of the woman’s intentions and thoughts in this way.
Night-time communications with
invisible powers
Abbess Teodora (Makhviladze):
I first met Elder Gabriel at Sioni
Cathedral [the Cathedral of the Dormition of the Theotokos in Tbilisi, which
bears the name of Mount Zion in Jerusalem.—Trans.] in 1986. His unusual
behavior attracted my attention—he would shout at the top of his voice during
the Liturgy. When I went out of the church, I saw Fr. Gabriel throw himself at
the Patriarch’s feet and apologize. From that day on his image was imprinted on
my memory. We often observed his odd behavior. He could call a taxi and not pay
the driver; likewise, he could pay another driver many times over than he was
supposed to. He could drive out any official and any ordinary citizen from the
church with a shout for no apparent reason. He treated people individually.
One day we were heading for the Holy
Trinity Cathedral in Tbilisi. Suddenly the elder began to pester people for
money and beg alms. And people started giving him alms. He gave all the money
to me in a showy way. There were acquaintances of mine amongst the flock. By
their surprised faces I understood how weird I looked, but nothing worried me
when I was by the elder’s side. With him I would lose the sense of time and I
couldn’t understand whether our meeting lasted for hours or minutes. As time
went on, I realized ever more that the elder’s words and deeds, no matter how
strange they might seem, were a reflection of his deep faith and sacrificial
love for God and his neighbor.
At night his voice could often be
heard from his cell. First he shouted, then he quarreled with someone or carried
on a dialogue. But we knew that he was alone there. His secret nighttime
communications with invisible powers would sometimes frighten me. I personally
never doubted that Fr. Gabriel had his own, special perception of the world. He
devoted his entire life to the love of God and his neighbor. He encouraged
everyone, restored them to life, inspired hope in them… This continues to this
day. He is with us.
A “rebel” in a beerhouse
The servant of God Revaz:
In the late 1980s my family was on
the verge of ruin because of my chaotic life. There was not a single day when I
didn’t drink alcohol. I also took to gambling. I lost my job and friends… My
whole family suffered from that. Deep in my heart I realized what state I was
in, but I was unable to control myself. Most likely I was already getting used
to this kind of existence. I was told—and I myself remember—that I had lost my
human appearance, everything around annoyed me, and at some point I began to
feel as though I was unwanted. Back then I wasn’t seeking any spiritual refuge,
and it didn’t occur to me to go to church since I didn’t take the clergy
seriously.
This would have gone on for years if
one fine evening Elder Gabriel had not gone to the beerhouse where I, drinking
another glass of beer, was preparing a reckless act. Yes, dear friends, your
eyes haven’t deceived you: Elder Gabriel was there!
This is how it happened. Amidst a
great noise, I heard the clear, loud, angry voice of a man demanding that beer
and vodka be poured into the largest glass—otherwise “his heart would break”,
and “he would pay any sum.” “I have money, parishioners have donated it!” the
man repeated in a thunderous voice behind me, with people laughing and looking
at each other contemptuously. At that time I didn’t know the meaning of the
word “parishioners”; in addition, I was sitting with my back to the man
speaking, not really interested in who he was. I remember one thing for sure: I
imagined the man as a tall, coolly dressed “rebel” who, like me, was drowning
his sorrow in wine. The voice wouldn’t stop, sounds of swallowing and some
screams could be heard... And all of a sudden the “rebel” began to sing a
Georgian song, and so beautifully that I turned involuntarily and saw a
shortish, gray-haired priest in rags in the middle of the beerhouse. Spreading
his arms, as if he were drunk, he was making dancing movements in time with the
words of the song.
The whole beerhouse fell silent and
was staring at him. And he was gazing at me with his big, extraordinary eyes.
At some point he drew close to me, looked right into my eyes and said: “Revaz,
burn what you have here, in your pocket!” He hit me on the chest in a showy
way, raised his hands to heaven, and made the sign of the cross over me in a
split second.
It happened so quickly that the
visitors didn’t even notice that, and many, including myself, thought that the
sign of the cross was some kind of dancing movement. Soon the elder finished
his dance and went outside—to applause and comments: “Such a nice person… Well
done, father! Wow!”
I was standing, dumbfounded, with
tears in my eyes. I wasn’t crying because I had at once understood the meaning
of the elder’s actions—I was crying because his words struck me like a surge of
electricity, and I wondered how he could know what was in my pocket. And what I
had in my pocket was a suicide note, written a few hours before, in which I
said good-bye to my family. I was about to commit a terrible, irreparable act.
But Elder Gabriel came by the will of God and made such a show especially for
me!
The most amazing thing was that from
the next day on I didn’t want to hear about gambling anymore, and I gave up
alcohol along with the disordered lifestyle I had led for years.
I regret having been unable to find
that priest in Tbilisi. I asked many people and heard the same answer
everywhere: he was a “madman who didn’t always appear.” Soon I converted to God
and began to go to church. Only a few years later, when my family and I
travelled to Mtskheta and visited Samtavro Convent, on one grave where people
were crowding, on a large photograph I saw the very man who had saved me and
sobered me up. I was standing rooted to the spot, and tears welled up in my
eyes. The elder was smiling to me from the photograph, and I smiled to him in
response after he had given me a wink from the portrait… As if he were asking
me with humor: “Well, Revaz, you’re here. You’ve come to the ‘rebel’, to Elder
Archimandrite Gabriel (Urgebadze)?...” To the dear father who is loved
throughout the world of Orthodoxy, who saves and will save many people by his
love.
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