" FATHER ARSENY 1893-1973
Priest, Prisoner, Spiritual Father "
Biography, Page 22-23 :
The weather outside was ferocious. Many prisoners froze to death and new prisoners arrived to work in their stead.
It was a difficult time for everybody, but the "political " prisoners had it worst of all.
For two days in a row their rations were stolen by the prisoners who were criminals.
That night, after roll call and the locking of the barracks, a large fight erupted between the two factions over these rations.
Avsenkov took the leadership of the "politicals".
The criminals were headed by
" Ivan the Brown".
He was a hardened criminal, a good for nothing, and a murderer many times over.
In camp had also killed more than once, he liked card games in which the one who lost paid with his life.
The battle that evening was over the rations which the criminals had taken laughingly- they said that they were used to taking what did not belong to them.
The camp administrators, for reasons of personal safety, were always on the side of the criminals.
The fight started with fists, and then logs,then knives appeared in the hands of the criminals. Knives were, of course, forbidden. The guards searched for them but never seemed to find them.
One of the prisoners, a soldier, was cut up; several "politicals" had their heads cracked. The criminals knew how to work together; most of the "politicals" could only shout and were afraid to help their own.
The criminals were cruel.
They were winning over the "politicals"; blood were flowing.
Father Arseny ran to Sazikov and begged him, "Help! Please help, Ivan Alexandrovich!
They are cutting people up. There is blood everywhere. I ask you in the name of God to stop this! The criminals will listen to you!"
Sazikov only laughed and said,
"Sure, they will listen to me, but why don't you help with your God? Ivan the Brown has already killed two of your friends, and now he is going to kill Avsenkov. Your God seems not to notice this!"
Father Arseny looked all around him.
He saw blood on people, he heard screams, swearing, and moans, and his soul was full of pain for their suffering.
Father Arseny lifted his arms, went into the very midst of the heated fight and said in a clear and loud voice,
"In the name of God, l order you! Stop this!"
Father Arseny blessed them with the sign of the cross and said in a whisper,
"Now, help the wounded, " and he headed for his bunk.
There he stood, as if in a different world, as if surrounded by light.He stood there, having receded into himself, praying.
He did not hear the dead being carried to the door, nor did he see the wounded being helped. He stood, his attention focused on prayer.
All was quiet in the barracks now. You could only hear people getting into their bunks, and the moaning of a seriously wounded man.
Sazikov came near Father Arseny and said,
"Forgive me, Father Arseny. I doubted your God.
I see now that God exists. It even scares me.
A great power is given to one who believes in Him. Even l am frightened. Forgive me for making fun of you."
In two days, Avsenkov came to Father Arseny after prison work and said,
"Thank you. You saved my life! You believe in God unconditionally and, looking at you, I'm also beginning to understand that God exists. "
This story was recounted by Avsenkov, Sazikov and 3 other prisoners
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