By Artyom Perlik
Every person grows. From the point of
view of Orthodox theology, even the bliss of those saved in paradise is not
static, but, as Saint Gregory of Nyssa says, this is an eternal ascent from
glory to glory.
Similarly, wise and lightful people
on earth are not in the same state all the time, but exist in a state of
growth. This also applies to saints. Thus, Saint Joseph the Hesychast’s
disciples recall that in the early years of his asceticism, the elder almost
did not let any of them go to the doctors, believing that this was not
appropriate for Athos monasticism. However, growing in wisdom, he changed his
attitude towards medicine. Another old man, Joseph’s disciple, Ephraim of
Arizona recalled how Joseph told him: “You are a sickly guy. You will need to consult
doctors. Do not pay attention to how I treated this. You are weak. If you need
a doctor and medication, consult a doctor. I could not learn this lesson all
these years. Only now, in old age, I have learned it. Now nearing the end, I
have realized that I need to be lenient. The student must always learn, as the
wise Socrates said. You are children and need medical attention. Therefore,
consult a doctor, take medicine and all that is necessary”.
In the same way, the attitude of the
elder to the fasts changed. The more he grew in wisdom, the more he weakened
the measure of fast for his disciples.
Initially, Joseph equated people with
his measure and believed that everyone can bear the same thing as he, but over
the years he realized that God has a different approach to every person. When
disciples started following Joseph, his friend Arseny the Hesychast told him:
“Not everyone is like you, Joseph!”
***
When someone joined the community of
Elder Joseph, his first instruction was to urge oneself to Jesus prayer.
***
Joseph said that the new generation
simply does not have the strength for the fast that the monks of past centuries
performed. However, this does not matter, because it does not hinder perfection
at all.
Joseph taught: “My child, say Jesus
prayer — it will be the comfort of your life. Hold it and everything will run
like clockwork. Hold Jesus prayer and you will succeed in everything”.
Of course, Elder Joseph constantly
repeated that prayer is useless without kindness. Once, on appearing to Ephraim
of Arizona from paradise after his death, Elder Joseph said: “My prayers are
better heard, and it’s easier for me to pray when I intercede for people who
force themselves”.
***
Ephraim of Arizona, the disciple of
Elder Joseph, once was talking with a certain priest who came to see the life
of the brotherhood of Elder Joseph. Surprised that the monks live in a very
dangerous mountainous area, the priest asked why they did not leave. Ephraim
answered that they learn to trust God and entrust their safety to Him. But the
priest thought they were insane and left. And Ephraim realized then that there
are different perceptions of the world; and that if a person does not look at
life with living faith, he will not understand why sacrifice and why endure
something to become real.
***
A few hours before his death, the
elder Joseph Hesychast was attacked by great disbelief, and then it seemed to
him that all his living sense of God, all the miraculous visits and revelations
he experienced were nothing more than an illusion. The elder then said that at
that moment the enemy had knocked out his faith from his heart and the whole
building of his life was shaken. The elder was crying and praying – and the
heavy temptation receded, and the living knowledge of God returned. Then Elder
Joseph said that the Lord gave him a couple more days of life to tell those who
experience such enemy attacks on faith that this horror can be overcome, for
example, by prayer.
***
In the modern Church in the
post-Soviet space, numerous church wise guys always strive to prick the elders
and the institution of eldership as such, for example, to write something
derogatory about the meaning of eldership. Although the practice of mastership
was coeternal with the Church; and the apostles themselves were the first such
holy masters. Wise guys cannot stand the elders because for the first ones it
is unbearable to know that their contemporary can be beautiful and lightful.
Because the authenticity of people like elders and poets crosses out the
imaginary meaning of wise guys.
***
A low man assures others they are low
as well. The ordinary one sees everyone ordinary and speaks a lot about the
fact that Peter betrayed, and Matthew had not a good reputation, and Andersen
wrote with misspellings, and Confucius was considered a fool in his home
village… And only he who is truly great reveals to others the greatness that
was originally put in them by Heaven.
So Elder Joseph the Hesychast answers
one girl who confessed to him in a letter: “You’re very good! Do not worry! Do
not despair! Be of good comfort! Do not be afraid!” And he also writes this for
her to feel she is significant for God who knows how to look at us in such a
way that in this look we gain the strength to live and do good.
***
During World War II, Italy declared
war on Greece in 1940, and there were hard and hungry times on Mount Athos.
Then Elder Joseph, along with his disciple Elder Arseny the Hesychast, sold
their undercassocks and vestments to be able to buy flour and feed the hungry.
At this time, Joseph and his disciples wore sackcloth instead of clothes.
Joseph thought to feed the disabled
is something precious. He said: “Everyone is welcome to the healthy, but not to
the sick. It’s better we die ourselves, but we will feed them”. Together with
Arseny, he took care of old men, choosing lonely and sick ones.
Ksenia Orabei recalls Joseph
Hesychast’s mercy: “There were beggars who, after being fed, stole grapes from
the elder. There was not enough grape, but Father Joseph was comforting the
economic father Arseny: “Okay, father Arseny, people just wanted fruit after
lunch”.
Once on the road, father Joseph
picked up a novice with tuberculosis, who was expelled from everywhere as soon
as they found out about his illness. He himself looked after him, asking the
neighbors for figs and olives. And before his death, he was tonsured into a
great schema; it is customary on Mount Athos. And he didn’t get sick”.
***
Elder Joseph and his disciples were
treated badly often. They were accused of pride and delusion, and his knowledge
of God was made a laughing stock. Joseph even asked his disciples not to tell
others that he was their elder, so that they would not be humiliated by other
monks and people.
Once Joseph was walking with Ephraim
of Arizona along some Athos road, and a certain monk and a townsman came out
towards them. Seeing Joseph, the monk shouted to him that he was deluded and
vile and that he in general defiles Mount Athos with himself. Joseph did not
answer and passed by, and the townsman said to the angry monk about Elder
Joseph: “Maybe this person is deluded, but how reasonable he is…”
When Elder Joseph was scolded, he
said to his disciples: “We will not argue. We will care about performing a
vigil, prayer; and may they say what they want about us”.
After all, even among those who go to
churches there are few who really know God. And such people terrify formalists
with their knowledge so much that even Saint Gregory Palamas says that
formalists are ready to accuse any lightful person who has a living sense of
God and a living relation to Him in delusion and madness.
That’s why Christ taught to look at
the fruits brought by people, because a bad tree does not bear good fruits, and
vice versa.
The pages of the Gospel contain
numerous accusations of Christ Himself by the formalists Pharisees – in
insanity, lies, etc. His true disciples have to endure the same thing – their
knowledge of God is not accepted by formalists, but it is something sought
after and craved for by everyone who would like to come home.
Translated by the Catalogue of Good
Deeds
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