It is
incorrect to say that depression is not an illness or that alcoholism is not an
illness or that same-sex attraction is not an illness. The standard definition
of an illness is any condition which upsets the homeostasis of a system. There
are spiritual illnesses and physical illnesses. I suppose one could even say
that there are mental illnesses, although their crossover into spiritual
illnesses is profound.
Calling
something a mental illness will not give one license to say that we are not
spiritually responsible for it and for the things that we do because of it.
This is the way of the world nowadays. A person says I have depression and
therefore since it’s an illness I’m not responsible for it. A person might say
I’m same-sex attracted and I was born this way, and since the world teaches me
that I should act on my impulses I am not responsible for them and they must
not be sins. This is wrongheaded thinking.
It is
always good to think humbly about ourselves and blame ourselves. The world
doesn’t understand this, but the Orthodox church, with our wonderful ascetic
theology, does understand this. Our prayers make this very clear, and ignorance
regarding them is a terrible spiritual problem for many Orthodox Christians.
Any
Christian who has great problems, weaknesses or sins must improve his prayer
and struggle, or else all other solutions will be ineffective or less
effective, or even harmful. Look to yourself if you are depressed, or have SSA,
or an addiction. Could you pray even a little bit more? Confess more? Fast at
least a little bit more? Struggle to be on time to liturgy, come to the evening
service at least sometimes? Read the prayers in the prayer book, and try to
learn from them? Pray for a person who has harmed you? Quantity is not
important, but EFFORT is. It is almost always true that we can make more
effort. Something is always better than nothing.
Blaming
ourselves does not mean that we have a terrible poor self-concept about
ourselves. Blaming ourselves means taking responsibility for all of our actions
and thoughts, and AT THE SAME TIME, with a warm hope in God, Whom we know will
help us, because He loves us and is merciful.
Sin is
anything that is not like God except for the blameless passions. The blameless
passions are things like the need for sleep or food. We have those needs
because we are in the flesh. In the next life, we will be in the flesh but not
have those needs. All of those needs are signs that we are not yet perfected.
Depression
is certainly an illness, and it certainly can be treated with medications in
some cases. It is always an incomplete treatment and even a dangerous treatment
to only use medications and not also to pray, and struggle to follow the
commandments, and understand that our spiritual actions are part of our
healing. Our healing for anything is through God because of His love for us.
It is
a significant mistake to consider the depression is only a biological illness
and not also a spiritual one. When one calls something a mental illness
generally what they mean is that there is some biological reason for the
illness and that morally the person is completely blameless. Sometimes they
believe there is only a biological reason for the illness. The former is often
true, but the latter is never true.
Nothing
we do should be done without the spirit. That includes taking medicine or
getting medical treatment. We are composite creatures with a body and a soul.
When we are ill , the body and soul both need attention.
Priest Seraphim Holland
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