MT.
ATHOS ISN’T ABOUT GEOGRAPHY—IT’S ABOUT A STATE OF HEART
The
following are discussions about Holy Mount Athos, its spirit, principles, and
daily routine, by several Greek archpastors who received spiritual nourishment
in this monastic republic, and an Athonite who prefers not to leave Mt. Athos
at all. They are convinced that no matter where one might be, everyone can find
himself in this garden of the Most Holy Theotokos in the spirit.
Holy
Mount Athos
Holy
Mount Athos
It’s
not a matter of Mt. Athos, but of Christ and our obedience
Metropolitan
Athanasios (Nikolaou) of Limassol, the Orthodox Church of Cyprus:
I
discovered Mt. Athos through contacts with people. At the age of eighteen I
enrolled in the Department of Theology of the University of Thessaloniki, and
at the same time by the grace of God I met Elder Paisios (now canonized by the
Church) on Mt. Athos. When I first saw Elder Paisios, he turned out to be so
simple and humble. And in his simplicity and humility was hidden his great
treasure of the Holy Spirit. The elder said:
“You
guys are young. So make prostrations—many prostrations.”
I was
very perplexed:
“Father,
how many prostrations a day should I make?”
“You
are young, make a lot of prostrations,” he replied.
Metropolitan
Athanasios (Nikolaou) of Limassol
Metropolitan
Athanasios (Nikolaou) of Limassol
Suddenly,
in some miraculous way, everything around us began to smell sweet: rocks,
stones, trees, the wind—all the nature of Mt. Athos was suddenly transformed.
My fellow-student and I felt this change. Then the elder hastily closed the
door behind us and quickly returned to his cell. A feeling of deep joy began to
reign in our hearts. We set off at a brisk pace, heading for Karyes without
stopping for rest from the joy that had overwhelmed us. The fragrance
accompanied us. We were going step by step and wondering: “What does all this
mean?!”
For
some time I had the opportunity to observe the life of Elder Paisios and I saw
miracles. Since then I have gained confidence in the reality of the Gospel, in
the fact that everything that Christ said really can be put into practice.
Then,
in 1976, Elder Paisios (who did not accept novices) in response to my question,
“To whom then should I submit myself in obedience?” sent me to Elder Joseph of
Vatopedi.
“Does
Elder Joseph know how to perform the prayer of the heart?” I asked, as he
slightly pushed me in the back.
“If
other fathers are teachers of this prayer, then Elder Joseph is a professor,”
Elder Paisios laughed at my indecisiveness. And he blessed me to become a
novice of Elder Joseph.
Thus I
became one of the spiritual children of Elder Joseph. I joined him, dreaming of
learning how to pray. Elder Joseph was a true hesychast. He did not follow the
daily routine of the brotherhood; he had his own hesychast rule, which was
radically different from our rule adapted for weak brothers. But a brotherhood
didn’t gather around him until later, and when I came to him I was his only
novice.
I
hoped that my monastic life would become exclusively a school of prayer, that
the elder would immediately put me in a cell, give me a huge prayer rope and
make sure that I prayed ceaselessly. And instead of that he gave me a bucket
and a mop and sent me to clean the floor. And I dared not object and say: “I’m
here to pray and not to mop the floor!” Otherwise I would have been shown the
door at once as Elder Joseph was very strict. Elder Joseph told me just a few
simple words about prayer: “Take a prayer rope, constantly pray with humility,
and enclose your mind in the words of prayer.”
Soon I
came to Elder Paisios with a question:
“I’ve
been on Mt. Athos for about three years now. I try my best to pray, but I see
no result.”
“What
kind of result do you want?” He asked me.
“The
kind we read about in books.”
“My
cat is dead. Go and resurrect it!” he suggested to me and, seeing my confusion,
added, “What do you want? To perform miracles?”
But I
remembered that fragrance spread throughout the nature of Mt. Athos...
It is
not a matter of Mt. Athos, but of Christ and our obedience.
Then I
was told by one Athonite schemamonk how one day a young novice from his
brotherhood was drafted into the army. If he were to be in an army barrack with
its brash spirit and obscenities, he would have been lost for monastic life.
His elder was very worried. And then this schemamonk went to the elder and said
that he wanted to be sent to the army instead of that brother.
“Can
you handle it?” The elder asked him.
“Yes,
I’m ready. Even now.”
He
immediately took off his cassock, shaved off his beard and hair, went with the
police who had arrived to join the army and passed himself off as that youth.
He and those who accompanied him spent a night at a hotel in Ierissos, with
songs, laughter and shouts in the neighborhood. But, as that schemamonk who was
older than me later told me that even without his cassock and hair he was in
Paradise all that night. He never (neither before, nor afterwards) felt such
abundant grace as that night again. “The Lord will not leave the one who sacrifices
himself,” Elder Paisios told us. The next day, a telegram was sent from the
military unit notifying the novice that it was not necessary to go to the army,
and the schemamonk returned to Mt. Athos. Later he even felt sad and told me:
“I have lost such grace! Because after returning here I again began to do my
own will.”
Prepared
by Olga Orlova
Translated
from the Russian version by Dmitry Lapa
Pravoslavie.ru
7/19/2021
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