THE
GREATNESS OF ORTHODOXY
Archimandrite
Agathon of Konstamanitou
The
word of the ever-memorable abbot of the Athonite Monastery of Konstamanitou,
Archimandrite Agathon on the topic, “The Greatness of Orthodoxy.” Pascha 2009.
The
greatness of Orthodoxy is impossible to express in words. It must be personally
experienced. Orthodoxy is what an Orthodox Christian lives by, what he
experiences and touches, thanks to which he partakes of eternal life, right
now, at this very moment, and in every moment of his life. The life of the
future age is Paradise, the Heavenly Kingdom. Orthodoxy isn’t something
abstract or indefinite. Orthodoxy is when every one of us whom God has
vouchsafed to be baptized in the holy Orthodox faith lives by this faith,
senses it, communicates with the invisible world in prayer, and at the same
time, abides here, on Earth. A man who lives by faith does not look at it as
some kind of abstraction; he does not try to squeeze it into some definitional
frameworks or laws of logic, or to find an intellectual, rational explanation
for it. Everyone has their own communication with God, hidden and personal,
unseen by others. No matter how much you want to convey it in words, in short
or lengthy explanations, movements or some kind of actions, its essence remains
inexpressible.
All
other religions except Orthodoxy are the subject of intellectual knowledge.
Only Orthodoxy is known by the heart. What does it say in the Gospel? For out
of the heart proceed … thoughts (Mt. 15:19). Blessed are the pure in heart: for
they shall see God (Mt. 5:8). We have good hope. Our faith isn’t something
abstract and vague we’ve heard from others. I have touched it myself. And from
the moment I touched it, no one could prove to me otherwise.
You
well remember the story of the Apostle Thomas. When the other disciples told
him that the Lord was risen, he doubted, and he said: Except I shall see … I
will not believe. Then, on the second Sunday after Pascha, on Thomas Sunday,
Christ appeared again before His disciples, who had gathered together as we are
now. Christ stood in their midst and turned to Thomas: Reach hither thy finger,
and behold My hands; and reach hither thy hand, and thrust it into My side: and
be not faithless, but believing (Jn. 20:27). Thomas exclaimed: My Lord and my
God! and with that, all of his “logical reasoning” came to an end. He stopped
thinking about faith from the outside, seeing it as something abstract and
unclear. “No matter what you do to me, you won’t change my mind: kill me, beat
me, cut me with knives… but Christ is Risen! From this minute forward, all
logical arguments fall to the wayside. They don’t exist for me!”
Such
is our Orthodoxy, such is the spirit of the holy Orthodox faith, I repeat again
and again. It’s not a matter of cold logic and dead reason, like all other
religions. It is that which is known experientially. And if someone happens to
experience this in his life, then then question of faith is no longer a topic
of discussion for him. The matter is closed.
And,
of course, this faith is the greatest gift that our All-good God has bestowed
upon us. It is to Him alone that we owe the fact that we are Orthodox
Christians and that He vouchsafed us, monks, to dwell in the Garden of the Most
Holy Theotokos. This is a unique and invaluable gift. And, again, it depends on
each of us personally how much we can appreciate this gift and thank and
glorify God for it; to prostrate before Him and renounce all worldly and vain
things.
At the
same time, it’s very important to remember that theory is one thing, and
practice quite another. This is why the Holy Fathers, from the moment they
began to taste, sense, feel, and personally experience what faith is, went to
caves, to the desert, to silence, just so no one would distract them from that
which they lived by—because every communication is a distraction. Get
distracted, and God imperceptibly leaves. How’s the old folk saying go? If you
chase two rabbits…1
St.
Joseph the HesychastOf course, as I have already said, this is a personal
matter. As for our brotherhood, the All-good God has shown us the greatest
mercy. I don’t know why He gave this gift to us: He accounted us worthy of the
honor of knowing St. Joseph the Hesychast, who became the spiritual “root” from
which a new branch of Athonite monasticism grew, and who taught us the “science
of sciences.” This is a special blessing, and God alone knows why He granted it
to us sinners. Thy judgments are as a great deep! (Ps. 35:7). Many have come to
Mt. Athos, to the Garden of the Most Holy Theotokos, many have labored in the
monasteries, kellias, and sketes, but not all were given to discover the secret
of noetic work, which Elder Joseph possessed. And by the grace of God, he
taught us this art, that we might not waste our time in fruitless searches.
Traditionally,
all the Fathers were divided into two camps: Those who follow the path of
physical podvig and external work, and those who follow the path of noetic
work. As the people say: “Work fears a master.” You can, of course, do
so-called “menial work,” the work of a mover. There’s nothing wrong with
this—the doer of external podvigs also receives a reward. But Elder Joseph the
Hesychast found a shorter path, which is open to everyone. This is why there
will be no excuse for us—and especially me—if we don’t follow this path. The
All-good God honored us to live with this blessed man, who together with Elder
Arsenios performed the greatest works. He led a reclusive life in dark caves,
enduring the bitter cold of winter. The Elder plowed, cleared the land, sowed,
and tilled; and we, his spiritual children, reap his labors.
Elder
ArseniosAfter the blessed repose of Elder Joseph, the fathers persuaded Elder
Arsenios to become the head of the monastic brotherhood, and he in turn also
left successors: the ever-memorable Fr. Charalampos, my elder, and Fr. Ephraim
of Katounakia—so the succession was preserved. There is no doubt about the
correctness of the chosen path; there is no need for new searches. This is the
greatest and inestimable good. It’s one thing when someone has already paved
the way and you’re walking a well-trodden path, and it’s another when you’re in
front of an impenetrable forest and you can’t see a thing. Fr. Stefan, my
successor here on Mt. Athos, said the same thing to me once when we were having
a heart-to-heart. “Do you think,” he said to me, “that I would have gone over
the ravines and mountains myself had you not trod the trail ahead of me with
the mules? I don’t even know how to explain it to you in words.”
This
is why personal example and work on yourself, the work of every brother, and
especially the elder, is of no small importance. After all, one day our
All-good God will call us to account and will ask how we used His greatest
gifts: “I sent you to this elder, and he taught you everything—both activity
and contemplation.” And we will have no excuse if we don’t bring forth good
fruit, if we do not feel, do not experience this communion with God that allows
us to get away from dry and fruitless theory and from cold, rational faith
based on other people’s writings, on other people’s words, on what we heard
from others. I emphasize: We will have no excuse.
This
cannot be called anything but the grace of God because, living in the world, I
knew nothing about Elder Joseph. I had a friend (the ever-memorable Elder
Ephraim of Xeropotamou—Ed.) who left to labor on Mt. Athos. He told a friend of
ours about it, but he didn’t say anything to me, so as not to unsettle me,
because I had just opened a store and hired my brothers to work there. I asked
this friend: “Do you know how or what he’s doing? He told us he was going to
serve in the army. A whole year has passed and he still hasn’t sent a single
letter.” And this friend couldn’t resist. He responded: “When our friend said
he was going to the army, he wasn’t lying, he just meant he would be a soldier
of Christ. He’s on Mount Athos.”
This
firmly stuck in my head. I usually went to see my parents in the village three
times a year—at Nativity, Pascha, and the Dormition of the Theotokos. One day I
told my father not to expect me at Pascha because I was going to Holy Mount
Athos. My father was displeased: “What kind of nonsense is this? I thought the
kids would come, the whole family would gather for the feast, and you’re going
to Mount Athos?”
I was
twenty-six then, so my father couldn’t force me and forbid me to go. On Holy
Thursday, Demetrios Aslanidis, the future Hieromonk Kosmas (the ever-memorable
Fr. Kosmas of Grigoriou, the missionary to Africa—Ed.), and I were already on
Athos. I found my childhood friend and we spent several days with him in the
monastery, from Holy Thursday until Bright Monday. I told my friend: “How nice
it is here, how quiet, how calm!” And my friend, who had been living on Holy
Mount Athos for three years at that point, replied: “Stay, right now.”
The
abbot wasn’t there at that time—he’d gone to confess his spiritual children in
Athens, and then to visit the convent in Volos. His return trip to Athos lay
through Thessaloniki. My friend advised me: “Go find Geronda there.” And I did
find him. The day before, on Pascha, I had confessed to Fr. Charalampos, his
late brother, and communed of the Holy Mysteries of Christ, so I just spoke
with the Elder, without confession. And I asked him the same question that I
had asked my friend before: “Am I fit to be a monk?” He answered me: “Yes! But
leave the world right now! Immediately!”
I had
a spiritual father, Fr. Iakov (Pavlakis). I went to him and told him I had
decided to become a monk. He asked: “Have you thought long and hard about it?
The monastic cross will be three times heavier than what you carry in the
world!” I said I was going to the monastery for the sake of love for Christ.
There are no external circumstances forcing me to take this step. I’m not an
invalid, not down on my luck, not suffering from failed love. I have a store,
I’m young, I still have everything ahead of me. Thank God, I’m not in need of
money; I’m going because Christ is dearer than anything in the world for me,
and I believe that He won’t abandon me. Perhaps my spiritual father was just
testing my will? Again he tried to dissuade me from monasticism: “You only went
to Athos for two days, and you want to stay there forever? Where are you
planning to go? You think it’s that simple?”
By the
grace of God, I stood my ground, and I went to the monastery to my friend and
Geronda. So I ended up on Mt. Athos and became what I am today. It never even
occurred to me that I would be a priest, much less an abbot—no. I had no such
thoughts. But the Lord had His plans for me, a sinner. And now—I say this from
the bottom of my heart—I have no words to express all my gratitude to the
benevolent God, and especially today, on the most glorious day of the
Resurrection of Christ, upon which rests the greatness of Orthodoxy. Because if
there were no Resurrection, if there were no eternal life, there would be no
basis, no foundation for our faith. If, God forbid, we’re shipwrecked in faith,
then we—I’m speaking about myself first of all, and then everyone else—will
have no excuse. We’ll have nothing to say at the Dread Judgment.
Based
on the little experience I have today—from what I live by, what I experience,
what I hear, what I feel—if we renounce the faith, we will have no excuse. This
is the small but very important thing I want to tell you. Amen.
Archimandrite
Agathon of Konstamanitou
Translation
by Jesse Dominick
Pravoslavie.ru
4/7/2021
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