When I am
praying, I must think through the words, I must know what it all means and how
much I need it...
When this is
taken care of, once and for all, then I must try to make sure that I always
think through the words of the prayer, I must think through what I’m saying and
of course, I have to try to live accordingly...
However, a
human being is not just his mind. A
human being has a heart.
A mind
without a heart is just a cold tool - it's just an instrument.
A mind can
neither love nor hate....
And during
prayer, we have to be able to do both - to love God and to hate sin.
Without
heart, words spoken by the mind would be dead.
Then what is
it that the heart should do? – The heart must give confirmation to these
words….
When I read
the praises, when I praise God, the heart has to be filled with this joy....
Is this
usually the case? - No, it is not.
Mind doesn’t
have the ability to rejoice, it only knows that this is the way it should be,
it knows that we must glorify God…
But the joy
comes from the heart. The heart must become a partaker of all this...
I say “have
mercy on me” – The mind knows, for sure, the sins that I’ve committed. I also
know what a mess I am today and of course I say “have mercy on me”…
However, who
has to feel the pain? Who has to be humbled? Who has to mourn for their own
sins and godlessness? – Of course, the heart.
This is how
it is in everything else as well, in every word, mind and heart have to work
together… without this unity, there is no prayer.
Archpriest
Theodore Gignadze

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