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Blot out, O Lord, all my memories-except one

 


A view of Lake Ochrid (Ohrid), where St. Nikolai composed these prayers during his morning walks in the woods after Matins in the monastery

 

Blot out, O Lord, all my memories–except one

 

St. Nikolai Velimirovich, Bishop of Ochrid.

Poem XXX (30)

 

Blot out, O Lord, all my memories–except one. For memories make me old and feeble. Memories ruin the present day. They weigh down the present day with the past and weaken my hope in the future, for in legions they whisper in my ear: “There will only be what has already been.”

 

But I do not wish for there to be only what has been. I do not wish and You do not wish, O Lord, for the future to be the past repeated. Let things happen that have never appeared before. The sun would not be worth much, if it only watched repetitions.

 

Worn paths mislead a wayfarer. Earth has walked over the earth a long time. Earthly walkways have become boring, for they have been traveled again and again from generation to generation throughout all time. Blot out, O Lord, all my memories except one.

 

Just one memory do I ask You not to blot out, but to strengthen in me. Do not blot out but strengthen in my consciousness the memory of the glory that I had when I was entirely with You and entirely in You, before time and temporal illusions.

 

When I, too, was a harmonious trinity in holy unity, just as You are from eternity to eternity.

 

When the soul within me was also in friendship with consciousness and life.

 

When my soul also was a virginal womb, and my consciousness was wisdom in virginity, and my life was spiritual power and holiness.

 

When I, too, was all light, and when there was no darkness within me.

 

When I, too, was bliss and peace, and when there were no torments of imbalance within me.

 

When I also knew You, even as You know me, and when I was not mingled with darkness.

 

When I, too, had no boundaries, no neighbors, no partitions between “me” and “you.”

 

Do not blot out this memory, my Father, but strengthen it. Even if it reveals to me the abyss along which I am journeying in humbleness and nothingness.

 

Even if it separates me from friends and pleasantries, and demolishes all the barriers between Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.

 

Even if it leads me outside of myself, and makes me seem mad in the eyes of my fellow wayfarers.

 

In truth, no companionship pleases me except Yours, and no memory pleases me except the memory of You.

 

O my Merciful Father, blot out all my memories except one alone.

 

Immersed in St. Nikolai Velimirovich’s Prayers by the Lake

EGOTISM KILLS US, BUT HUMILITY GIVES US LIFE

 


The more one humbles himself, the easier and more natural obedience becomes for him. From my humble spiritual experience I have learned that it is much easier to lead a spiritual life with humility, and that grace is given to the humble.

 

Lack of humility leads to strife, confrontation, hidden motives, prejudice and stubbornness. All these things make the monastic life more difficult, and it becomes darker than the color of our ryassas. Though all of these things are trivial and unimportant, they are nothing but selfishness and remnants of pride. These passions, like woodworms, destroy the foundation of a good monastic life.

 

Abba Isaiah says, “A monk is one who constantly rejoices”. That’s how a monk is defined; he says that a monk is one who is always happy.

 

Though some of you may object:

 

“But St. Ephraim speaks to us of tears…”

 

Or:

 

“Other fathers speak of fasting, hardships and sorrow…”

 

When we speak of a monk who "is always rejoicing," we do not mean that he is always joking. Quite the contrary; for, as father Emilianos says, in doing so [i.e. always joking] a monk tries to cover up his inner imbalance by creating an image different from the one that actually belongs to him. What we are talking about here is the joy that is associated with the monk’s inner peace, sobriety and tranquility, which bestow upon him the sweetness and redemption of Christ.

 

There is a well-known saying of St. Pasius the Athonite: “I have so much joy that I don’t know what to do with it. I could charge solar panels with it on rainy days.” He said this not in order to impress people, but to share his own personal experience. This is how a church-going person should be living. The word “Christian” to a certain extent means a person that is full of joy.

 

St. Silouan the Athonite in one of his prayers said, "Please, Lord, do not send me any more joy, because I can not bear it. My heart will burst from joy.” This can be experienced by all people, especially by those who have dedicated themselves to God—that is, by monks.

 

And elsewhere St. Paisius wrote, “If I put half of my joy on the right side of a scale, and all the joy that exists in this world on the left side, then the side with my joy will outweigh the other one.”

 

What did St. Paisius mean? He was poor, very sick, feeble, and simple-minded. He suffered from a dozen different illnesses. He had nothing. But this man, on whom, as they say, your gaze will not linger, lived as though he were a king. How can that be? Because he was capable of controlling his passions and was a truly humble man.

 

The humble man is not afraid to fall, because he stands below all. He has nowhere to fall. A humble person does not quarrel with anyone, does not complain, does not feel fear. A humble person is happy whether he is chosen to sing in the choir, appointed to work in the chancery, or to wash dishes in the refectory of the monastery. He will be happy and useful everywhere. The presence of a humble person brings about a calmness that is transmitted to others. Whereas communicating with other kind of people can be difficult—you don’t know how to approach them, and no matter what you say to them, whether it is good or bad, they “explode”. This shows that they have no humility.

 

But, as the great father of the Church, St. John Chrysostom, wrote, there exists a sickly kind of humility. What we mean here is the haughty kind of piety that is nothing more than words and an outer appearance—that is, fake humility. For example, you say humbly, “I want to be last.” But when you end up being last somewhere, you start to grumble.

 

A woman once said to a priest. “I’m the most sinful woman in the world.” And when they were on a pilgrimage to Jerusalem, the priest said to her, “Sinful woman, come here.” But she answered, “Father, how dare you?! How can you talk to me like that?!” “But weren’t you the one who told me you were the greatest sinner in the world?” he asked.

 

So we can only talk about things like that ourselves, but we don't allow others to do so. It turns out that our humility is false. This is a sign of an unhealthy situation, because we imagine ourselves in a different way, in a way that is not our real self. In the Gospel Christ addresses hypocrites with the sternest of words (Mt. 23).

 

As I have said before, this is the "wearing of a pious mask", or a “theatrical performance”. It’s a game one plays with spiritual matters, presenting themselves as the kind of person they’re not. I'm not saying we should divulge our sins and publicly humiliate ourselves. What I am saying is that we should not exalt ourselves with all these grandiloquent words. Pseudo-humble words, or a pseudo-humble look are a serious disease that undermines the foundations of our spiritual life. We have to truly be humble people.

 

   

 

On such a one will I look: On him who is poor and of a contrite spirit, and who trembles at My word (Is. 66:2), says the Lord.

 

That is the one upon whom the Lord glances. Fr. Tikhon, the elder of St. Paisios, would say, “Each morning the Lord blesses the world with His right hand, but the humble He blesses with both hands.” And he would also say that different kinds of people will end up in hell: people that give alms, or that pray, or fast, or are virgins, or monks, or priests can all end up there. But not a single humble person will go there. Likewise, different kinds of people will go to Heaven. But for the proud person Heaven is closed. As it’s been said, humility is the Cerberus (the watchdog) of all the other virtues.

 

St. Basil the Great says that humility is the raiment of the Godhead. Christ in His pure humility left the glory of Heaven and came to earth, took upon Himself human nature and became the most debased of all men, although he had no sins.

 

Some modern theologians make a great mistake when they say that Christ attained perfection. This is an erroneous statement. Christ was always perfect.

 

Humility is the basis of all virtues. If you pray without humility, your prayer will rise up no higher than your own head. If you start praying and say to yourself: “I’m a righteous person!” Or: “I’m not like others!” then your prayer cannot reach God.

 

The humble man has tears, and reverence, and selflessness, and is attentive when being taught. The humble man is abundantly blessed by God. All our problems arise from a lack of humility. That’s the reason. And pride destroys us, whether it is present in a small or large degree. Therefore our Lord gives us opportunities for obedience, for this is the way to humility.

 

Maybe one knows how to do something, but needs to attain humility—not as a soldier might, who has to receive permission to do something, but by asking for the blessing of one’s spiritual father.

 

Our daily failures in life are also a cause for humility. And illness can also be a cause for humility. Slander, sarcastic remarks or being denied can also be causes for humility. All these are good things that help us become humble.

 

A certain monk wept, saying, “God has forsaken me: I have no temptations.” He believed that if he had no temptations, it meant the Lord had distanced Himself from him.

 

So we have to try hard to truly become humble; then we will attain to a state of bliss and will not be afraid of anything. We will not distance ourselves from each other, will not have a feeling of inferiority, will not get upset... And we will feel as if we are living in Heaven, because Heaven will be filled with humble people.

 

There are no saints that are not humble. They were all humble people. And our Greek synaxarion, which describes the lives of the saints, is an ocean of humility. As St. Cosmas of Aetolia says: "Humility and love are the two wings with which we will fly to Paradise."

 

Let us pray to the Mt. Athos saints in whose cells we are currently living. There are certain beautiful words of praise written by St. Nicodemus the Athonite. He wrote that we live in their abodes, monasteries, cells, which they have created with such efforts, sacrifices, struggles and tears; let us therefore pray to these saints, that they may send us their support, help and comfort so that we may become truly humble.

 

 

 

Monk Moses of the Holy Mountain

Translated by Feodor Nemets

 

12/13/2019

 

 

 

 

Ο Δυσμάς και ο Γεστάς!


 

Αγίου Νικολάου Βελιμίροβιτς

 

 

Ένα περιστατικό από τη ζωή του Χριστού ως θείου Βρέφους: όταν η αγία οικογένεια διέφυγε από το ξίφος του Ηρώδη και πορευόταν στην Αίγυπτο, εμφανίστηκαν καθ’ οδόν κάποιοι ληστές, με πρόθεση να κατακλέψουν τους οδοιπόρους. Ο δίκαιος Ιωσήφ οδηγούσε το γαϊδουράκι, πάνω στο οποίο ήταν φορτωμένα τα λίγα υπάρχοντά τους και όπου επέβαινε η Υπεραγία Θεοτόκος, κρατώντας στο στήθος της τον Υιό της. Οι ληστές άρπαξαν το γαϊδουράκι με σκοπό να το οδηγήσουν μακριά, και ένας απ’ αυτούς πλησίασε τη Μητέρα του Θεού για να δει τι κρατούσε κατάστηθα. Μόλις αντίκρισε το Χριστό-νήπιο, εξεπλάγη από την ασυνήθιστη ομορφιά Του και τότε, μέσα στην έκπληξή του, αναφώνησε: «Και ο Θεός αν έπαιρνε σάρκα ανθρώπινη, δεν θα μπορούσε να είναι πιο όμορφος απ’ αυτό το Παιδί!». Κατόπιν ο ληστής πρόσταξε τους συνεργούς του να μην αρπάξουν τίποτα απ’ αυτούς τους οδοιπόρους.

 

Γεμάτη ευγνωμοσύνη προς τον γενναιόδωρο αυτό ληστή, η Παναγία Θεοτόκος του είπε: «Γνώριζε ότι το Παιδί αυτό θα σε ανταμείψει με ανταμοιβή μεγάλη, επειδή εσύ σήμερα Τον προστάτευσες».

 

Τριάντα τρία χρόνια αργότερα ο ίδιος άνθρωπος κρεμόταν στο Σταυρό, για τα παραπτώματά του, σταυρωμένος στα δεξιά του Σταυρού του Χριστού. Το όνομά του ήταν Δυσμάς και το όνομα του άλλου, εξ αριστερών, ληστή ήταν Γεστάς. Βλέποντας ο Δυσμάς τον Δεσπότη, τον αθώο και αναμάρτητο Ιησού Χριστό, σταυρωμένο, μετανόησε για κάθε κακό που είχε κάνει στη ζωή του. Όταν ο Γεστάς βλασφήμησε εναντίον του Κυρίου, ο Δυσμάς Τον υπερασπίστηκε λέγοντας: ούτος δε ουδέν άτοπον έπραξε (Λουκ. 23, 41).

 

Ο Δυσμάς επομένως ήταν ο σοφός ληστής στον οποίον είπε ο Χριστός μας: αμήν λέγω σοι, σήμερον μετ’ εμού έση εν τω παραδείσω (Λουκ. 23. 43). Ο Κύριος χάρισε τον Παράδεισο σ’ αυτόν που Του χάρισε τη ζωή, όταν ήταν Παιδί!

 

(Αγ. Νικολάου Βελιμίροβιτς, «Πρόλογος της Αχρίδας» – τ. 12,

 

 

" "Γιατί μιλάς έτσι; Δεν φοβάσαι τον Θεό; Αυτός δεν έκανε τίποτα. Εμείς ΑΞΙΑ για όσα κάναμε απολαμβάνουμε..."

Τί αντρισμός! Καθαρότητα! Ταπείνωση! Ευθύτητα!Ο Ληστής είναι ο πιό Άντρας απ όλους. Ο πιό τίμιος και ταπεινός. Και από προφήτες και δικαίους και αποστόλους πολλές φορές , μέσα στην Γραφή.Εμείς επιστρατεύουμε χιλιάδες προφάσεις για να καλύψουμε τις αμαρτίες μας ενώπιον του Θεού, πού από πριν τα ξέρει όλα.

Ένας ληστής προάγει τους δικαίους στην βασιλεία των ουρανών.

Λίγο παραπάνω αντρισμό θέλει από εμάς ο Θεός. Από αυτόν πού βρίσκεις στα καταγώγια πολλές φορές, μα δεν βρίσκεις εύκολα πια στις εκκλησίες. Δυστυχώς..."

 

Εν μέσῳ δύο λῃστῶν, ζυγὸς δικαιοσύνης εὑρέθη ὁ Σταυρός Σου· τοῦ μὲν καταγομένου εἰς ᾅδην, τῷ βάρει τῆς βλασφημίας· τοῦ δὲ κουφιζομένου πταισμάτων, πρὸς γνῶσιν θεολογίας· Χριστὲ ὁ Θεὸς δόξα Σοι. Διά ξύλου ὁ Ἀδάμ παραδείσου γέγονεν ἄποικος· διά ξύλου δέ σταυροῦ ὁ ληστής παράδεισον ᾤκησεν· ὁ μέν γάρ γευσάμενος ἐντολήν ἠθέτησε τοῦ ποιήσαντος· ὁ δέ συσταυρούμενος Θεόν ὡμολόγησε τόν κρυπτόμενον. Μνήσθητι καί ἡμῶν, Σωτήρ, ἐν τῇ βασιλείᾳ Σου

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Στήν ἀγκαλιά τῆς Μητέρας τοῦ Θεοῦ. (Μιά συγκλονιστική διήγηση μέ Κρυπτοχριστιανούς)

 


Η μπόρα έχει περάσει, αλλά θυμωμένα κυλούν τα θολά νερά του ποταμού, δίπλα από το μεγάλο χωριό που απλώνεται στον εύφορο κάμπο. Είναι Τουρκικό το χωριό. Φρεσκοπλυμένο από το χορταστικό λουτρό, χαίρεται τώρα την ευλογία του ήλιου και στεγνώνει γοργά, βυθισμένο στη μακαριότητα της ευτυχίας του.

Δεν ήταν όμως πάντα Τουρκικό. Σε παλαιότερη εποχή, τότε που το σημερινό Ερζερούμ λεγόταν Θεοδοσιούπολις, είχε χτισθεί δίπλα στον Άκαμψι ποταμό, στην άκρη του εύφορου εκείνου οροπεδίου, λίγα σπίτια από οικογένειες ακριτών του Βυζαντινού Κράτους. Τούρκοι ήρθαν και εγκαταστάθηκαν στο Ελληνικό χωριό κι ανάγκασαν τους κατοίκους του ν’ αλλαξοπιστήσουν και να δεχθούν με τη βία τον μωαμεθανισμό.

Από ’κείνη την ημέρα σίγησε κι η καμπάνα της μικρής εκκλησούλας, και στους τέσσερις αιώνες και περισσότερο που πέρασαν από τότε, δεν απέμεινε πια, ούτε σα θολή ανάμνηση, η χριστιανική καταγωγή των πρώτων κατοίκων. Στεγνώνει λοιπόν το τουρκικό χωριό ύστερα από τη μπόρα, ενώ στο καφενείο οι ηλικιωμένοι Τούρκοι, καθισμένοι σταυροπόδι σε μαλακά στρωσίδια και διηγούνται εύθυμες ιστορίες.

Έξαφνα, σπαρακτικές φωνές ακούγονται από το μέρος του ποταμού· δυο μικρά Τουρκόπουλα, παίζοντας στην όχθη, έπεσαν στο ποτάμι και τα πήρε το ορμητικό ρεύμα.

 

Μια γυναίκα, που είδε το ατύχημα, έβαλε τότε τις φωνές και ξεσήκωσε τον κόσμο. Το καφενείο, άδειασε στη στιγμή. Όλοι οι θαμώνες έτρεξαν κατά το ποτάμι και, μαζί με όλους, κι ο μουχτάρης του χωριού, ο «πρόεδρος της κοινότητος», όπως θα λέγαμε εμείς. Μάταιος κόπος! Το ένα από τα δύο παιδιά, ένα αγόρι πέντε χρονών, είχε ήδη πνιγεί όταν έφτασε η βοήθεια· και, τ’ άλλο, συνομήλικό του, δεν είχε πια ανάγκη από βοήθεια· αυτό τα κατάφερε να φτάσει μόνο του στην όχθη, λίγο παρακάτω από το σημείο του φρικτού ατυχήματος. Ήταν βρεγμένο ως το κόκκαλο, αλλά έβλεπε το μαζεμένο πλήθος χαμογελαστό, σα να μην είχε γίνει τίποτε το σπουδαίο.

 

Ο μουχτάρης, το πήρε στην αγκαλιά του κι άρχισε να το χαϊδεύει.

–Πώς τα κατάφερες, παιδί μου, να γλυτώσεις; Έλεγε και ξανάλεγε. Μπράβο! Εσύ, θα γίνεις σωστός άνδρας! Θα φοβήθηκες όμως πολύ, έτσι δεν είναι;

–Καθόλου! αποκρίθηκε ο μικρός αθώα. Δεν φοβήθηκα καθόλου. Με κρατούσε η Μητέρα του Θεού στην αγκαλιά της και μ’ έσπρωχνε σιγά–σιγά στην ακροποταμιά.

Ο μουχτάρης έμεινε περίεργος.

–Η «μητέρα του Θεού», είπες; Και, πού την ξέρεις εσύ την «μητέρα του Θεού»;

–Την ξέρω! Την έχουμε στο σπίτι μας, ζωγραφισμένη σ’ ένα σανιδάκι!

Μια υποψία γεννήθηκε από την απάντηση του μικρού παιδιού στη σκέψη του μουχτάρη.

–Πάμε να μου την δείξεις κι εμένα! λέει στο Τουρκόπουλο ο μουχτάρης. Πάμε!

Σε λίγο έφτασαν στο σπίτι, όπου βρισκόταν μόνο η γιαγιά κι η μητέρα του παιδιού· ο πατέρας του, έλειπε.

Οι δύο γυναίκες, δεν είχαν ιδέα από το ατύχημα και, με έκπληξη και με απορία, παρατηρούσαν τον επίσημο επισκέπτη. Η έκπληξή τους όμως έγινε τρόμος μεγάλος, όταν είδαν το παιδί τους να του δείχνει μια μικρή πόρτα στον τοίχο του εσώτερου διαμερίσματος του σπιτιού και να του λέει: «Να! Εδώ μέσα, είναι! Άνοιξε να δεις!».

Έκαμαν τότε μια απελπισμένη κίνηση προς τα εκεί, για να εμποδίσουν τον μουχτάρη, μα εκείνος είχε κιόλας ανοίξει την πορτούλα.

Και, τότε, ένα θέαμα καταπληκτικό παρουσιάσθηκε στα μάτια του:

Σ’ ένα μικρό και σκοτεινό δωμάτιο, δίχως κανένα παράθυρο, ένα καντήλι έκαιγε μπροστά στο εικόνισμα της Παναγίας. Ευωδία από θυμίαμα ξεχύθηκε την ίδια στιγμή από τον κρυψώνα και γέμισε τα ρουθούνια του Τούρκου, που ρούφηξε ηδονικά το άγνωστο γι’ αυτόν άρωμα. Οι γυναίκες, παγωμένες απ’ τον τρόμο, δεν είχαν τη δύναμη ν’ αρθρώσουν λέξη, και μόνο τα μάτια τους, στυλωμένα προς την εικόνα, έστελναν θερμή, σιωπηλή ικεσία προς τη Θεομήτορα, να τις βοηθήσει στη δύσκολη εκείνη περίσταση.

Άφωνος, όμως, κι ακίνητος στεκόταν μπροστά στο εικόνισμα και ο μουχτάρης, ο φανατικός Τούρκος, που ποτέ δε θα μπορούσε να φαντασθεί ότι θά ’καμνε στο χωριό του μια τέτοια ανακάλυψη. Το γλυκύτατο βλέμμα της Παναγίας με το θείο βρέφος στην αγκάλη Της, του είχε κάμει ανέκφραστη εντύπωση.

–Αυτή είναι η Μητέρα του Θεού, που με κρατούσε στα χέρια Της. Την είδες; είπε ο μικρός με φωνή χαρούμενη, λες και είχε κάνει κατόρθωμα.

 

Οι γυναίκες, έπεσαν τότε στα πόδια του μουχτάρη κι άρχισαν να τον παρακαλούν.

–Μη μας κάνεις κακό, εφέντη πολυχρονεμένε, κι εμείς θα παρακαλούμε την Παναγία να σε φυλάγει καλά!

–Ώστε είστε Χριστιανοί;!… πρόφερε αργά.

–Ναι!

Δεν πειράζουμε όμως κανέναν. Ακολουθούμε την πίστη των πατέρων μας, όπως την πήραν κι εκείνοι απ’ τους δικούς τους πατέρες. Μη μας κάνεις κακό, εφέντη!

Ο μουχτάρης, στάθηκε μερικές στιγμές ακόμη σιωπηλός. Έπειτα με φωνή σιγανή, σα να ήθελε ν’ ανακοινώσει κάποιο μυστικό, λέει στις γυναίκες:

–Μη φοβάστε! Προσέξτε όμως, μη πείτε κι εσείς σε κανέναν ότι ήρθα εδώ στο σπίτι σας και είδα αυτό που είδα. Κάπου–κάπου, θα σας στέλνω και λίγο λάδι να βάζετε στο καντήλι, πρόσθεσε, ενώ προχωρούσε προς την έξοδο…

 

St. John of Kronstadt on the True Follower of Christ

 


The Crucifixion of Christ  

 

 

"Never pity yourself in anything, crucify yourself - your old man, nestling above all in the flesh - and you will strike at the root of all your vices. Bear patiently all that is unpleasant to your flesh; do not spare it, oppose it, and you will become a true follower of Christ. The whole wisdom of a Christian consists in wisely opposing the flesh in everything throughout life."

 

-St. John of Kronstadt, "My Life in Christ".

Elder Aimilianos: "If I am not joyous, then I am nothing!"

 


The Parable of the Prodigal Son  

 

 

"The lack of joy is a pathological state of man, a willing closure within one's self. And whatever he wishes to do he will not be successful.

 

 

First, one must clean his field, to find out what is going on and why he is not joyous. Then, he must pursue joy within himself, and then the peace of God will take the place of joy. Thus, man should keep his relationship with God and with his Elder [or Spiritual Father], and should seek a true life.

 

Am I good, faithful, perfect, holy?

Am I a teacher?

If I am not joyous, then I am nothing.

 

It is important when they tell me: "Physician, heal thyself, and then, offer him to God." God cannot enter into a heart that is not joyful, He cannot find a place of contact, because He is peace, He is the fulfillment of joy.

 

 

Only like things can unite, and because of this, God can only unite with a joyous soul. For the monk who is not joyous, the Elder cannot do anything at all, his hands are totally tied.

 

 

Whoever thinks that he is approaching to reach "the measure of the stature of the fullness of Christ", but is not joyous, can understand that he is totally deluded. Joy is the criterion, the thermometer.

Joy is something external, but it is also something internal.

 

Ultimately, it is a necessary presupposition, because the lack of joy makes man study things differently and to become changed. For example, if one puts even one drop of nitric oxide into pure water, immediately he changes its essence. Thus, exactly, one drop of bitterness, depression, sadness transforms the whole atmosphere of a person, and extinguishes God.

 

But joy must also exist in a brotherhood [or a family], because it is an element both of one's personal life and of the brotherhood.

 

I cannot be joyous if all those around me do not have the tendency and the atmosphere of joy, neither, however, can I have any benefit if I do not take on this joy from the brotherhood.

 

Only when I take it on can I say that I have a relationship with the Elder, and then I can take in God, because God is the life that exists within man, and the life which is transmitted through man."

 

 

-Elder Aimilianos of Simonopetra, from the book Neptic Life and the Ascetical Canons

MET EPHREM (KYRIAKOS) ON ORTHODOXY

 

 


 

MET EPHREM (KYRIAKOS) ON ORTHODOXY

 

Metropolitan Ephrem (Kyriakos)

 

The word "Orthodoxy" means upright dogma, correct tradition. It is a way of life based on asceticism, on simplicity in life—Blessed are the poor in spirit, for theirs is the kingdom of God (Matthew 5:3). The poor in spirit rely on God. The true Orthodox person constantly strives along the way of perfection, through purification and illumination to divinization. Be perfect, just as your Father in heaven is perfect (Matthew 5:48). Yes, Orthodoxy strives for the experience of divinization! It has been tasted fully by the friends of God to whom God has appeared, such as Abraham, Isaac and Jacob. It is the experience of the prophets, the Apostles and the saints. This experience informs us that we cannot know God in His essence. Spiritual struggle helps us only to participate in His uncreated energies. That is, what comes forth from Him by way of divine grace.

 

The Orthodox spiritual father acquires the virtue of discernment between what is created and what is uncreated. He discerns what belongs to God and what belongs to something else, to Satan, for example (cf. Hebrews 5:14 and 1 John 4:1). Heresy is the lack of discernment between the created energies of God and His uncreated energies. That is, between the Spirit of God and the spirit of the Evil One. Heresy comes as the result of a darkened, unenlightened and confused intellect. The darkened intellect starts off from intellectual imagination, not from divine inspiration.

 

There is a difference between the intellect as the human brain, which God created for humans to order the affairs of their life with, and as the heart, as the tool by which humans may connect with God.

 

The person who is pure in his intellect and in his heart alone can behold God with His saints through divine grace. "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God" (Matthew 5:8). There are many apparitions and dreams that come from the imagination or from the Evil One.

 

All of this causes us to give importance to the process of repentance and confession so that we may be purified of our passions.

 

* * *

 

The true Orthodox faith is acquired through experience, the experience of repentance, of illumination and of beholding God, through purifying the intellect and the heart.

 

The loss and fragmentation of the intellect on account of selfishness, sin and personal interests distances people today from the love and knowledge of God and also from the love of others. From this come wars, strife between nations and people, and indulgence in vices and deviancies which keep people away from the salvation of their souls and from enjoying divine glory.

 

+Ephrem

Metropolitan of Tripoli, Koura and their Dependencies

 

Metropolitan Ephrem (Kyriakos)

 

Notes on Arab Orthodoxy

 

7/23/2015

 

 

 

 

MONKS AND MISSION

 


MONKS AND MISSION

 

Elder Epiphanios (Theodoropoulos)

 

The following was originally published as an article in the journal “Athonite Dialogues” (Ἀθωνικοί Διάλογοι) on September 15, 1980.

 

***

 

Dear brothers!

 

A few months ago I was in a monastery far from Athens. There was a large group of tourists from Athens there the same day. They were all pious academics, some young and unmarried, and some the heads of families. At trapeza, after the reading, a conversation started up, and one of the pilgrims asked: “What does monasticism offer to a suffering society? Wouldn’t it be better if monastics were among the unmarried clergy or lay preachers, and carried out their missionary work in the world?

 

The abbot appealed to my humility and asked me to answer the question posed. My word at trapeza, although improvised and delivered without any preparation, in my humble opinion, offers a particular addition to the article, “Orthodox Monasticism and Mission,” recently published in our journal (April-June). I’m sending it to you as is, and if you also think it contains something “better than silence,” you may publish it.

 

With love in the Lord,

 

Archimandrite Epiphanios

 

***  

 

                                                                                             Two Monks. Artist: Alexander Zavarin

 

                                                                                                 Two Monks. Artist: Alexander Zavarin

 

The clergy who labor in the world carry out an extremely important task, which no one can belittle or despise. They are instruments of grace, ministers of Christ, and stewards of the Mysteries of God (1 Cor. 4:1). They continue the work of the Holy Apostles down through the centuries. They preach Christ Crucified and Risen, they teach repentance and remission of sins “in His name.” By means of this teaching and the celebration of the Holy Mysteries, they lead multitudes of people to the eternal Kingdom of God. “Apart from these, there is no Church,” according to St. Ignatius the God-Bearer of Antioch (To the Trallians 3:1).

 

But if it’s impermissible to denigrate the mission and work of clergy serving in the world (as well as of the zealots and bearers of gifts of grace from among the laity), it’s also impermissible to denigrate the mission and work of monks. The Church is led unerringly by the Holy Spirit.

 

If monasticism was something superfluous and useless, if it were a state without essence and meaning, it wouldn’t be an institution in the Church, the holy Ecumenical and Local Councils wouldn’t concern themselves with it, and the great and God-bearing Fathers wouldn’t have written about it.

 

If monasticism weren’t the work of God, if it weren’t the fruit of the Holy Spirit, if it weren’t a plant that the Father has planted (cf. Mt. 15:13), it would have been expelled as a “foreign body” from the body of the Church from its very appearance.

 

But monasticism sprouted in His field (cf. 1 Cor. 3:9), in the holy Church, and in it was strengthened and bore fruit this field precisely because it was “the plant of God.” Doubt about the dignity of monasticism is unthinkable from an Orthodox point of view. Any attacks on it as an “institution” are pure theomachy.

 

And I, brothers, belong to the number of the clergy serving in the world. But as an obedient child of the Orthodox Church, I must follow her teaching and not question or even condemn that which it, “led by the Holy Spirit,” has approved and embraced.

 

Don’t we know that our calendars are full of the names of monastics? Martyrs and monastics (also martyrs “by will”) make up eight, and maybe nine-tenths in the “catalog” of our saints! We’re not more perfect in theology or wiser than the Church. We don’t know better than it what agrees and what disagrees with the spirit of the Gospel. He who rejects monasticism as discordant with the spirit of Christianity becomes a heretic, because he places himself above the authority of the Church.

 

No one forces anyone to become a monk. If someone has the desire (but also the calling!) to serve the Church in the world, then this is holy work, and the path to him is open, and no one hinders it. But those who have a draw to monasticism shouldn’t be attacked or hindered by us. Holy is their desire and blessed their choice. The Holy Spirit divides gifts to every man severally as He will (1 Cor. 12:11).

 

I’m not going to reveal the dignity of monasticism as the “most perfect path of deification,” based, of course, not on my own experience, which doesn’t exist, but on the teachings of the Holy Fathers. I’m not going to speak about the difficult and truly heroic podvigs of monks to purify themselves from “shameful passions,” podvigs, the “taste” of which we living in the world barely know. I won’t speak about the unceasing Divine service to God, worshiped in the Trinity, celebrated in the sacred monasteries and in the heart of every monk. I’m not going to talk about the Heavenly gifts with which many monks were adorned.

 

I will focus on just one point, which is directly relevant to the given question. And I dare say that the monk’s offering to “suffering society” is very great! I dare say that a monk—every monk (of course, a true monk)—is a missionary!

 

I said “every monk” because I don’t want to limit missionary work only to those monks who, having the grace of the priesthood, go beyond their sacred enclosures, and with permission of the local bishop, go around teaching and confessing in cities and villages; or to those who, endowed with a talent for writing, sometimes of rare strength, publish wonderful books and thereby edify thousands of souls, and for whole generations, as, for example, St. Nikodemos the Athonite.

 

I am convinced, brothers—and don’t think I’m speaking paradoxically, because I will substantiate this certainty—that those monks who have never left their monastery and never written a single line are also missionaries.

 

“You mean prayer?” you might say.

 

Of course I have in mind prayer, but not only prayer. The power of prayer, and especially of the prayers of those who have “a life purified or cleansed for God,”[1] of those “who have acquired much boldness before God,” is all-powerful. One “heartfelt tear” of a holy man can lead to results that would otherwise require many sermons and many books. Prayer works miracles. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much. Elias was a man subject to like passions as we are, and he prayed earnestly that it might not rain: and it rained not on the earth by the space of three years and six months. And he prayed again, and the heaven gave rain, and the earth brought forth her fruit (Jas. 5:16-18).

 

I’m not addressing non-believers now, or people who are indifferent to faith; I’m talking to believers. So there’s no need for me to expand on this point. We all accept the power of prayer, we all know about its salvific activity. Therefore, everyone should look at the prayers of monks as the greatest offering to the world.

 

Think about it! There isn’t an hour, or a single moment in the day when fervent prayers aren’t ascending to the throne of the Almighty. All twenty-four hours in a day, God is “besieged” with fiery and tearful petitions to have mercy and save the world. When we’re working, when we’re eating and when we’re sleeping, someone is praying for us, someone is “working out,” watching and calling out in a spiritual podvig: “Lord, have mercy!” Isn’t this offering enough?

 

I visited one large monastery a few years ago. Among the monastics I knew was one who was almost a hundred years old—illiterate, but a holy soul. She no longer got out of bed due to her age. Weeping, she told me her complaint:

 

“Ach, that abbess! I ask her to give me work to do here on my bed, since I can’t get up if they don’t hold me up, but she doesn’t give me any. I can twist yarn into skeins. But she doesn’t give me any work. She says I worked eighty years in the monastery” (she joined when she was sixteen). “But that means I eat my bread for nothing. Others work and feed me. What should I do? The abbess is unyielding. I was so worried that I didn’t even want to eat. But then I thought of something and calmed down. I decided to constantly pray for everyone. Thus, it seems to me that I work. You see this prayer rope?” (She showed me a prayer rope with very large knots). “I never let it out of my hands, neither day nor night, except for the two or three hours I sleep. I always pray for the abbess and the nuns who work so that I can eat. And I pray for others: for our Vladyka and for other hierarchs, for priests, for preachers, for bosses, for judges, for the army, for the police, for teachers, for students, for widows, for orphans, for everyone I remember. Thus, I feel less of the weight on my soul that comes from eating without working…”

 

I cry every time I remember this scene. I never saw this venerable nun after that. A few months later, she departed to the other world, to continue her prayers “from the depths,” “for everyone she remembers” from there (I hope for me too…), although now without her thick prayer rope, which was buried together with her holy body.

 

But prayer is one of the means—the first—by which a monk carries out missionary work; that is, helping souls be saved. There are two more ways, brothers.

 

The second way: Where has there ever been a monastery that didn’t become a drawing point for the people? Where has a hermit labored where a cloud of visitors didn’t come to his cave, his mountain, his den of the earth (cf. Heb. 11:38), seeking from him either a “word of comfort,” or at least to behold his face—a sight that teaches many things and edifies much?

 

And this isn’t just in olden days, but in our day too. How many wanderers through life that labour and are heavy laden (Mt. 11:28) run to the holy monasteries, to find a little silence of soul! How many benefit from the impressive atmosphere that reigns there during the Divine services! How many unbelievers or indifferent people, visiting the sacred abodes of monasticism as tourists, feel a prick in their hearts from what they see there! Quite often, one such visit was enough to put their unbelief or indifference to the test.

 

Moreover, are there really only a few cases where they felt how their inner world was shaken when they left the sacred monasteries, reborn after a few days or hours there?

 

Any monastery is a true oasis in the arid desert of this present life, especially of modern life… Especially for the nearest towns and villages, every monastery is a set of lungs delivering spiritual oxygen. And Holy Mount Athos is the “lungs” for all of Greece, and for the whole world!

 

Let the monks not go out into the world. The world comes to them. Let monks take shelter in enclosed places. Their light shines and illuminates everything around; and sometimes it illuminates even that which is far away. Let them talk little. There is also the “silent eloquence of a holy life.”

 

Brothers, let there be monasteries! But let’s pray that they might be worthy of their calling. And then, by some Divine law, they will automatically become like missionary centers, spiritual beacons, oases of souls, Divine hotels for many who fell among thieves (Lk. 10:30). The world can benefit greatly from monasteries.

 

The third way: Even if he is silent and hidden, a monk is a shouted sermon—a sermon not in words, but deeds; a sermon strong and astounding.

 

Brothers, what do missionaries, that is, those who work in the Church, proclaim in their sermons? What do they write about in their books, what are their topics? What do they prompt us to do? To love God, to pray, to fight against vice, to commune of the Holy Mysteries, to repent of our sins, to be humble, not to cling to material goods, to have a home in Heaven, and so on and so on.

 

But doesn’t a monk proclaim the exact same thing—not in words, but by deeds and example?

 

I if decide to become a monk, a true monk, it means love for God—Divine eros—consumes my entire being. (It’s understood that such love is found mainly and principally among monks, but it can’t be said that only and exclusively a monk has such love and no one else. Such a statement would be one-sided, unacceptable for Orthodoxy. We have already said that the Holy Spirit distributes gifts as He pleases. St. John of Kronstadt, for example, was a “secular” priest. But who could deny the fiery Divine love burning in his sanctified heart?) Prayer is the water and air of my soul. The Church’s Mysteries are my daily food. Repentance is my whole life’s work. My “I” is condemned to death. I disdain material goods. I count all things … but dung, that I may win Christ (Phil. 3:8). Wealth, prosperity, position, honor, and glory don’t concern me. I pass them by. My steadfast gaze is fixed upon the Heavenly Jerusalem…

 

So, when you hear that your friend, neighbor, relative, or friend left the world and departed to a monastery, isn’t that the same as hearing a resounding and deafening sermon about everything above, especially if the one who left possessed wonderful qualities and could have had great “success” in this life?

 

Your friend left in silence. You didn’t see him before he left, he didn’t say goodbye. But his act, a heroic act, an act of the greatest sacrifice for the sake of the love of God, speaks for itself. His footsteps sound forth quite clearly as he walks out the door, and will never trail off. You’ll hear the sound your whole life.

 

You’ll never see your friend again, or hear about his death when he dies. The memory of him won’t leave you alone. You’ll always have a saving turmoil and a holy uneasiness from it. It will constantly rebuke you. You’ll think:

 

“I can’t fast on Wednesdays and Friday, but he… I didn’t even commune on Pascha this year, but he… I have to force myself to barely say two words of prayer, but he… I earn a lot of money, I amass a great fortune—and I’m afraid to give a little to the poor, but he… I lie and flatter in order to rise up in society, but he… I chase after honors and fame, but he… I cling to the ground, but he…”

 

But even if you’re an unbeliever or indifferent, this act of your friend, in addition to the surprise it causes, will continuously chip away at the foundation of your unbelief or indifference. You’ll be thinking about this act in a moment of spiritual sobering up, and perhaps in a moment of frustration and disappointment in the “joys of the world,” and you’ll hear an inner voice asking you:

 

“The faith that inspires such sacrifices—perhaps it’s not just a product of fantasy? The faith that makes you happy when you deny and reject everything that others consider important—that is, pleasure, money, convenience, success, glory, and so on—maybe the truth is there? Perhaps there is life after death? Maybe the decision of your friend—who is otherwise so intelligent and gifted—isn’t a heroic “madness,” but a very “profitable undertaking?” Maybe he really did find the pearl of great price (Mt. 13:46) that that book called the Gospels tell us about?...”

 

This and other similar things will be proclaimed to a great many people by the example of a monk. Who will dare claim that this silent, but also thunderous “sermon” doesn’t “break bones,” according to the well-known expression?

 

This sermon isn’t theoretical, but practical. It doesn’t last a few minutes, but strikes your ear continuously. It literally follows you! The monk, taking up the Cross and following Christ, TEACHES BY DEED—and teaches loudly—“to disdain the flesh, as something transient, but to care for the soul as something immortal.”[2]

 

So, is a monk or is he not, by his example alone, a herald of eternity?

 

Is he or is he not an indication of the path to Heaven?

 

Is he or is he not a preacher and missionary?

 

Elder Epiphanios (Theodoropoulos)

Translated from Greek by Michael Vishnyak

Translated from Russian by Jesse Dominick

 

Pravoslavie.ru

 

9/17/2021

 

[1] St. Gregory the Theologian, Oration 15.2

 

[2] Troparion for a monastic from the General Menaion

Μόρφου Νεόφυτος: Ἡ μακαριστὴ Παναγιώτα, κτητόρισσα τοῦ ἱεροῦ παρεκκλησίου Ἁγίου Μοδέστου Ἀστρομερίτη

 

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 ΠΝΕΥΜΑΤΙΚΗ ΤΡΑΠΕΖΑ Η ΄ ΑΠΑΝΤΑ ΤΑ ΕΥΡΕΘΕΝΤΑ ΚΑΙ ΛΟΙΠΑ ΣΥΓΓΡΑΜΜΑΤΑ  , συγγραφέας ΙΕΡΟΜΟΝΑΧΟΣ ΓΕΡΑΣΙΜΟΣ ΠΑΠΑΔΟΠΟΥΛΟΣ , έτος Α΄ έκδοσης και μοναδικής το 1897 ,σελίδες 417 (ολοκληρωμένο) ,τιμή 14 ευρώ. Το θαυμάσιο αυτό έργο του Οσίου Διδασκάλου και Ιερομόναχου Γεράσιμου Παπαδόπουλου περιέχει εξαιρετικές και πνευματικές ομιλίες και μελέτες του σε θέματα δογματικά και πνευματικής ζωής. Ο ιερομόναχος Γεράσιμος Παπαδόπουλος υπήρξε πολύ ενάρετος Γέροντας και ο κτήτορας της μονής των Αγίων Κωνσταντίνου και Ελένης Καλαμάτας όπου βρίσκεται και ο τάφος του. Κοιμήθηκε το 1844 σε ηλικία 81 ετών αφήνοντας φήμη αγίου Ιερομονάχου ! 

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