Everything in us that resists Christ's word, we sense
like the presence of death in us. And so, we carry on in a state of profound
dichotomy - on the one hand, gratitude like a sweet pain pierces us to the
heart; on the other, we feel unbearable shame for ourselves, and are appalled
at the remoteness of our goal.
Both constant striving towards the Light of Christ and
determination to endure all the consequences of this striving here on earth are
imperative for every Christian. Only then do we reach understanding of the
Gospel word - but we cannot observe how this happens because we are concerned
with the real presence of God with us which is indescribable.
In every other sphere of human culture it is possible
to observe 'progress' but this is not so in our life. Often the Holy Spirit
withdraws from us because of one or another impulse of our heart, or perhaps a
thought. But this withdrawal may occur because the Spirit sees us relaxed and
content with what we have received or attained, and so retires, in order to
show us how far distant we still are from what we ought to be.
—St Sophrony of Essex, On Prayer
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