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RESPECT FOR THE DEAD: OUR CEMETERIES ARE GOD’S VINEYARDS From “Τhe Spiritual Meadow," by John Moschus, ch. 77.C
RESPECT FOR THE
DEAD: OUR CEMETERIES
ARE GOD’S VINEYARDS
From “Τhe Spiritual Meadow," by John Moschus, ch. 77.C
Lose to Antioch
there once stood a monastery, called the Monastery of the Giants. The humble
abbot of this monastic community recounted the following to two famous visitors,
St. Sophronius and his blessed teacher, John Moschus: Not long before your
arrival, a young man came to see me.
—For the love of God, accept me into your
monastery, said the youth. He looked extremely distraught. Sobbing loudly, he
cried torrents of tears.
—Tell me, what
is the cause of your grief?
—O father, I am
an awful sinner ...
The youth again
began to sob, and crying aloud, beat his breast. From his great turmoil and
extreme grief, he had no strength to relate his calamity.
—My child,
listen to me.
Collect
yourself a little bit and tell me what is wrong, and Christ will bring peace to
your soul. By His fathomless mercy He did not turn away repentant sinners and
endured death on the Cross for our salvation. He will accept you with joy into
His embrace, seeing your repentance.
Then, making a
great effort, the youth began to speak.
-—Father, Ι am not worthy of Heaven and earth. What have 1 done!
Not long ago, a lavish funeral was held in the city. A wealthy father was
burying his only daughter. He spared nothing. All of the jewels which he had
given her were placed in the tomb. The deceased one, as in life, shone with
jewels and gold. The father, mortified with sorrow and in tears, walked behind
the casket. At that time I came up with the Satanic idea of robbing the
departed one. For two days I deliberated my intent and set out at night to the
lonely tomb outside the city. Tire silence was inexplicable, as if everything
was holding its breath. Only the crescent moon hung down its sharp sickle,
lighting up the environs and the marble sepulchre, dfie youth sighed and
continued:
—Breaking the
locks, I entered the inner chamber. A weak light slipped over the dead one. She
lay as if alive, a sleeping beauty. Suddenly, I was frightened. A quiet pain
entered my heart. Nonetheless I threw myself on the dead girl and in exasperation
began to undress her. I rook everything off... I did not even spare the last
underclothes, and took those too... 1 left her naked, as her mother had borne
her. 1 was collecting everything and about to leave. Suddenly, fear gripped me
again. My hands shook. My heart beat loudly in my chest. 1 glanced at the
deceased and froze ill fright. She arose from her deathbed and grabbing me by
the arm, she spoke:
“So foul one,
you had to go so far as to undress me? Had you no fear of God? No fear of the
final recompense at the Dread Judgment? Have you no compassion Ιor me, who died in the spring of my life? Did you have
no natural shame common to all of us? You are a Christian! Is this the way I am
to stand before Christ? Did my gender not shame you? Did not a woman give birth
to you?
Did you not desecrate your own mother along with me? Oh, what answer,
what excuse, wretched one, will you bring to Christ’s judgment seat? In life
not a single stranger’s eye beheld my countenance, and you, following my death
and burial, disrobed me and saw' my nakedness. Oh, Mankind! To what depths have
you fallen! With what feelings and hands will you approach the holiest
Mysteries of the
Body and Blood of our Jesus Christ?” —Gasping from terror, I
cried out with great effort: “Let me go!... I will never do any such thing
again...”
“Yes, you came
here of your own will, but it is not up to you to leave this place! This
sepulchre will become our common abode—yours and mine... You will not die now,
but right here, after countless sufferings, you will give up your wicked soul
in an awful manner...”
—I do not
remember much of what else I told her... I besought by Almighty God that she
release me, I repented, asked forgiveness...
She then said,
“If you wish to rid yourself of this fate, give me your word that you will
reject the world and will serve God alone....”
“Not only to
what you have said,” I swore, “no, even more,
I shall not
even return to my own home.”
“Dress me as I
was before!”
—As soon as I
arrayed her, she fell breathless on her deathbed. Once again the eyes and mouth
were closed, and the hand which had clutched me so firmly lay motionless. And
I, the wretched one, ran from the tomb, and came to you...
Having heard
this, I comforted the youth. Clothing him in a monk’s garb, I enclosed him in a
mountain cave. Look
in on him, if
you wish, and see: he is now toiling for the salvation of his soul.
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Alexandria long
remained the center of Greek scholasticism—up to the time when the Islamic yoke
brought its dark clouds to the Orthodox East. Then, it is said, Omar commanded
that the Alexandrian library be burned down. Before the conquest of Egypt by
the Arabs, not one curious traveler ever passed Alexandria by. With its
museums, palaces, libraries, it was still considered the highest center of
learning for philosophy, philology, literature, astronomy, and mathematics, as
well as alchemy, astrology, magic, and other metaphysical studies or which
ancient Egyptians were famous.
There were also
humble and self-sacrificing ascetics of Christian thought. Dedicating their
lives to study, they did not seek rewards, lame, riches—no. Their studies
served as a pathway to an incomparably higher goal—moral perfection. Such a one
was Cosmas the Scholastic, who was described briefly but distinctly by an eyewitness,
St. John Moschus.
Blessed John
Moschus and his pupil Sophronius (who later became more famous than his
teacher), in undertaking their great journey, could not pass Alexandria by.
Besides visiting Cosmas, they stopped to see other scholars of that time who
lived in Alexandria.
It was hot at
noon when they headed for the living quarters of the scholar Stephen. He lived
close to the church of the Mother of God. For a long time they knocked at the
door. Finally, the scholar’s daughter looked out of the window and said:
—Wait a while.
My father, wearied by his studies last night, has not yet risen.
—What shall we
do, Master Sophronius? Let us go to the Tetrapil.
The Tetrapil
was a huge portico, surrounded by columns, in four rows. One could always rest
there. At the noon hour even the Tetrapil was empty. On the steps between the
columns sat three beggars, all of them blind. What can one learn from blind
men? However, the travelers quietly came towards them and, placing their books
on the marble floor, sat down next to the blind men. They were engaged in a
lively conversation. —How did you lose your eyesight? one asked another.
—1 was a sailor
in my youth. During a journey from Egypt to Constantinople my eyes began to
hurt. It was impossible to treat them aboard the ship, and there was no doctor.
The disease progressed too far. White patches grew over my eyes and I am now
blind.
—How were you
stricken with blindness? the same beggar asked the other one.
—The tragedy
was almost instantaneous. I was a glass blower. A flame jumped from the forge
covering me with sparks, and burned my eyes.
Saying this,
the blind man heaved a great sigh.
—Now you tell
us of your misfortune, said both the blind men to their enquiring companion.
—Oh, my
misfortune is my own fault! I will tell you the truth: as a youth 1 was very
lazy. No matter how my parents tried, they could do nothing to develop a love
of work in me. After their death I spent my fortune in a short time. I knew no
trade, and did not like to work. What could I do? I became a thief. Once I had
a particularly lucky day. I stole several times successfully, proceeded to
finish off an excellent lunch, and then went to look around the town square.
Right then I encountered a lavish funeral procession: a well-known rich man was
being buried. Instantly, a demonic thought took hold of me: why not rob the
deceased one? I followed the procession, which made its way to the church of
St. John. Beside the church was a family crypt. When the man was interred, the
crowd gradually dispersed. Evening was falling... The blind man continued:
—Looking
around, I decided that no one was watching me. I always carried a chisel and
other instruments of my trade. Breaking the lock, I entered the crypt. I
remember even now—the damp cold of the tomb encompassed me... The bier stood in
the center. Without pausing, 1 came up to the dead one and took everything from
him, then headed home. This will last a long time. Wait, the shroud! It is made
from fine cloth and is expensive. Might as well... And I began to undress the
dead man.
Then-—O, terror! He arose, fixed his lifeless gaze upon me—1 froze on
the spot like a stone. Cold sweat ran down my face. I felt the cold touch of
his fingers. He passed them over my face and, stopping at the eyes, plucked
them out. Recovering from fright, I threw everything down and ran from the
tomb. I cannot describe to you the sorrow which overcame me. I cried
unceasingly and considered myself to be lost forever. This is my story.
Glancing at
Sophronius, the teacher noted that he was motioning for them to leave.
Sophronius was visibly upset. Thank you, abba. Today we shall not attend the
lecture: we have already received our lesson.
ORTHODOX HERITAGE. VOL13, ISSUE 09/10
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